Life after death 4.

This concerns my nominally deceased human father, and validation from third parties -perhaps this last was to help with my own scepticism.

I was staying at a friend’s house in Sydney while attending workshops in specialised kinesiology.  Incidentally, these are experiential at the cellular memory level and so involve facing oneself: that which not many seem to do!

So that morning i awoke, still in bed, then found myself ‘upstairs’ apparently lying on a couch in a room full of people including my human father.  He looked much younger than when i had seen him last.  There was a celebratory party in progress; i could see a garden outside through the window.

My father presented me with a significant artifact; it seemed he had made it for me.  This was a four-sided crystal about one foot in length (or height) with metal scroll work top and bottom. In each face was a different English wildflower, as if preserved in clear resin. I was also given a song about enjoying life, which i do not now recall-this dynamic is a particular challenge.

I told no-one of this experience.  Later that day i was involved in working in pairs through one’s own childhood traumas.  From across the room a pair i did not know came up to me, saying that their testing indicated i contained particular therapeutic energy which was needed in their case.

This turned out to be Maui Flower Essence energy, unknown to me before this day and workshop.  Further testing indicated that i needed to touch one person for a few seconds in order to give the required energy.

Maui Flower Essences are well known in specialised kinesiology.  They are based on twelve English wildflowers, rather like the Bach Flower Essences. I presume that in each window of the crystal i now contain in my energy field there are actually three flower species, one behind the other.

These Essences concern future self-confidence; that which was significantly undermined in my own childhood by my own father.

So not only was this helpful for me, but it also represents a therapeutic Spiritual gift for others as needed.



This article might also be called ‘Life after death’ regarding Moses.

Years ago i attended a meditation group in which members ‘channeled’ various beings, in particular a (lesser) Chinese sage.  Most impressive, and i thought everyone was much more gifted than i was.

Channeling is where someone simply allows another person in Spirit to talk through them, or through their mind.

Anyway, one day i thought i would have a go myself.  Three beings then in turn announced themselves to my mind by saying “I am ….”.  All i did then was speak whatever words came to mind.

Moses said “I am Moses” and then went on to talk about the necessity to keep up the effort until a matter was properly finished rather than slacken off towards the end.

Ahura Mazda similarly announced himself, but i do not recall what he talked about.  However, i felt i was sitting on a throne and holding a sceptre as he spoke.  I mentioned this to no-one.  Afterwards, the person sitting next to me in the circle said she ‘saw’ me sitting on a throne and holding a sceptre.

Later on, the same person said she ‘saw’ me sitting on a large black horse.  The only meaningful reference i can find to this is in Revelation, in which the rider holds scales (of judgment?).

I do not know if Ahura Mazda (as the god of Zoroastrians he pre-dates all three Abrahamic religions) is a facet of God or a separate-and presumably lesser-being.

When it came to my turn again, a being said to me “I am the Lord thy God”.  At which i thought to myself ‘This can’t be right: this must be my ego trying to out-do other channels’.  So i allowed and said nothing.

Imagine my surprise when the person next to me channeled another being (one unknown to me) who turned to me and said “Brother, why do you think you are unworthy?”

Evidently i am worthy, as no doubt are many other people.  And God respects a person’s free will, once given by Him/Her in the first place.

Life after death 3.

A clairvoyant friend has been mentioned previously.  It was she who told me i had a sister ‘in Spirit’, who had been given a name by our mother.

This took me back to a mysterious visit to hospital by Mum, about which nothing was said when she came home.  But it seems she had a still-born baby.  Also i was taken back to to playing with an imaginary friend at age 5 or 6.  This was years before my sister was conceived; but time is evidently not as linear as we think it is. Indeed, both time and space were apparently created, as well as material things.

So i simply asked to see my sister.  In response to which a few days later there was a vision in which she appeared.  Brown hair; blue eyes; about my height (she says a little less); appearing in her early 20’s, and in a dark blue shiny dress with sequins.

I picked up that she was quite nervous; but she need not have been.  She is evidently aware of what is going on in my life, because one winter day i came back from University to an unaccountably warm room, even though the window had been left wide open.  I was later told that my sister had warmed up the room ‘from above’.  Thank you M.

Parents who have still-born babies need not grieve too much, therefore.  Evidently such children are translated immediately to the next level of reality, and grow up there.  Similarly other children who die young.


So far as i am aware, Angels do not have wings.  They do have very human hands though, and they are male and female, younger or older.

There was a three-way conversation with one Angel through a clairvoyant friend, in which it became clear that the (female) Angel picked up my thought before i spoke, i.e. she demonstrated telepathy.

On another occasion i met a male Angel and felt his hand touching me.  This incident does me no credit, because i was out-of-body and about to trespass where i had no right to be, merely to satisfy my curiosity.  It was the briefest of touch, but i was immediately filled with non-judgmental love, sufficient to stop me in my tracks.

Hindu gods.

Two Hindu gods appeared in visions.  First there was a vision of an Indian lady dressed in traditional clothes; but she was bent over backwards like an inverted ‘u’.  I got the name ‘Lakshmi’ which meant nothing to me until i asked an Indian friend who this was.  Obviously she was ‘bending over backwards’ to help me.  She is the goddess of good fortune in the Hindu panoply.

On another occasion Ganesha, the so-called elephant god, appeared as a human teenager and showed me a cast iron stove with raised swastikas in groups of four around the circumference.  This is clearly something to do with Kundalini, but i do not understand it.  The stove presumably refers to being ‘cooked’ when Kundalini rises, as it did in my case many years ago.

This also relates to a later vision of a group of Indian sadhus (who had clearly been ‘cooked’ themselves).  They commented on my life and told me that i ‘held Kundalini number 94’ , whatever this means.  Others might like to explain this to me!

Whether Hindu gods are Man-made through the belief of millions, or are a facet of God, i do not know.

Life after death 2.

Sitting one sunny morning having a cup of tea with a clairvoyant friend, suddenly she said “There is a Hamster around you….”

“What on earth is she talking about?” i thought-should i swat it like a fly?

She went on “There is a Hamster around you, and he is saying ‘thank you’ for being so kind to him.”

Again, this meant nothing to me until i suddenly remembered at age 11 taking home the school pet for a weekend.  This was decades earlier, and i had never mentioned it to my friend, having forgotten it myself.

I recall he was very fond of Jacob’s Cream Crackers, and i was impressed with his lack of fear, pushing his nose forcefully out of my closed fingers.

What does this mean?  To me it means that Spirit (or God) exists in all living things, and has some awareness of each life.  Is it not written somewhere:- ‘Whatever you do to the least of these you do to ME’.

Cruelty to any animal is therefore not to be taken lightly, and will eventually be counted.

It also means that pet owners need not grieve indefinitely the loss of a pet: they survive death as we do, presumably all of them.


Yes they do seem to exist-and take on a life of their own.  I have seen (or been allowed to see) one.

I was staying at the house of a friend of a friend in Sydney while studying for my Diploma in Clinical Hypnotherapy.

I slept on a mattress on the floor of a spare room.  As i was drifting off to sleep i suddenly noticed a life-size man’s head skittering along the skirting board next to me, on spindly legs.  There was blood on it.  Most curious!

Later i discovered the couple were going through a messy divorce.  It does not take much imagination to suppose that the wife had thought (with some energy) “I’d like to knock his bloody head off!”

It is typical of men that they are in their heads (i.e., their intellects), which causes some frustration to women who can be more emotional (i.e., less emotionally repressed).

A scrupulously honest friend later told me he had met many such entities in his travels out-of-body, and usually destroyed them: until one day he was told by God not to, on the basis that once created they had a right to live.

Presumably ‘Witch Doctors’ around the world know about these entities, and deliberately create them as required.

The implication is that we all create such entities when we are really angry with someone else, in which case collectively we may be surrounded by them (until such time as there is forgiveness).


It came as a pleasant surprise when my mind opened up in mid-life to discover that Spiritual beings mentioned in religious texts actually exist, or at least some of them, namely Angels and Cherubs.

One day i had a vision of a small group of people a few yards (meters) away.  I could see they were talking but could not hear a word.

Perhaps because i had just completed an intensive esoteric meditation for seven months to clean out my chakras, this gave rise to considerable despair.

Within 3 or 4 seconds four Cherubs appeared in front of me, looking just like their portrayal in religious art.  Their energy was a mixture of pure joy and amusement (this last at me i suspect).

This was so curious i asked if i could touch them.  There was an immediate response: “Don’t!”.

My forehead (third eye) then became quite hot, and the Cherubs disappeared from view.

I conclude from this experience i had opened my brow chakra too much, and the Cherubs were sent to close it down for me.

Life after death 1.

A dear friend and mentor passed on at age 60; from a surfeit not of lampreys but in effect of MudCake (or Black Forest Cake).  I attended her funeral along with her relatives.

A couple of weeks later i woke up and knew immediately she was in the room, albeit invisible to me.  Suddenly she spoke so loudly in my left ear (ONE ear only -very strange) that i protested “Hey i’m not deaf you know!”  I heard her words “Have faith” very clearly.

Then she jiggled part of my physical body, to confirm both her sense of humour and who she was.  This went back to how she used to criticise me jiggling coins in my trouser pocket ‘as if i were jiggling something else’.  Say no more.

If we have known someone before, we recognise their energetic signature before a word is said.  Each of us has a unique signature in energy terms.

I understand that my signature has to be changed to match that of a recipient before they can receive Spiritual healing through me.

How being tuned in can have Darwinian selection advantage

On 18 January 2003 i was planning a run in the local pine forest with a friend.  For some reason i happened to ask God that morning what i should do that day.

There was a very strong response: “Stay where you are!”

Later that day the 2003 Canberra bushfire came roaring like an express train through that same pine forest; unforecast and unexpected.  Days later we saw 50 gallon steel drums collapsed to the ground under their own weight in that heat.

There is no doubt we would have been killed had we ran as usual that day.  Other people did lose their lives that day.