Years ago i was told by my Guides i would be setting up a healing centre/Spiritually based community. I was asked how much land i wanted, and 60 acres came to mind immediately, as if it had been waiting in my unconscious mind for the question. I was told exactly where it would be, based around an old farmhouse near Canberra surrounded by mature pine trees. Both i and a friend had visions of this place.
When i visited the location, it was as we had both seen it in our visions. I was told it would be “An authentic Shangri-La”, and would help the world. No community, intentional or otherwise, has succeeded in this to date: they also tend to fall apart when the founder dies.
I infer from the description above that others will be Self-Realised in this community, not only myself. Imagine the group energy from such a cohort!
Plan ‘A’ was for me to become a businessman manufacturing and selling an electronic invention in the OH&S area designed to save many lives. I duly invented the device (guided by Alexander Graham Bell) and obtained a patent. Apparently God stepped in at this point (my Guides said they were ‘Not in a position to go against God’s will’) and changed things to Plan ‘B’.
I assume plan ‘B’ involved my Self-Realisation (Enlightenment) because this was the most significant event afterwards, and it gives me the ability to help others in this crucial area, as do specific Spiritual gifts (e.g., the ability to see and manipulate other peoples’ chakras to clear the way for Kundalini to rise) also realized recently.
But i no longer have a business empire underwriting The Sanctuary. Therefore, the money will have to come from others.
If inauthentic gurus (refer Geoffrey D. Falk 2009 ‘Stripping the gurus….’) with no Spiritual gifts (except perhaps the gift of the gab!) can be financially or otherwise supported by hundreds of followers, surely an authentic vision (and person) backed by Spirit is worth supporting too. But i do not want ‘followers’ in a problematic sense; we need people able to contribute their own gifts and ideas for this and future generations.
‘The Sanctuary’ will only come to fruition when others support it materially or financially. The first step is to purchase the cottage and land when it comes up for sale, or when this can be negotiated. This is quite beyond my finances, and so is not my responsibility.
As to Mothering, it became clear to me years ago that the world needs healing first and foremost. Very many of us were not adequately mothered in childhood, and go through life with that unhealed wound.
I was apparently given special attention by Spirit to heal my own wound. For example, in my mid-40’s i had experience (in visions) of a North American Indian wet-nurse. I was not breast-fed as a baby, and basically not nurtured subsequently. Also, once or twice i heard different well-modulated female voices reading stories to me as i drifted off to sleep. Quite beyond mere imagination. Such nurturing was also missing in my own childhood.
Yes i was loved; but love has to be expressed directly if it is to be received. So i can relate to R.D.Laing’s ’emotional desert’ when describing his own childhood. But my childhood was also lived in fear (this dynamic explains why so many nominal adults unconsciously hold their breath when stressed, as i used to). This experience gave me empathy for others in later life; so this paragraph is a statement of fact and not a complaint.
Received love is evidently crucial in human development, without which we cannot become truly adult. I define a human adult as one who loves others in general; has no repressed anger or hatred, and has no need to ‘command or control’ others.
Evidently anyone who is sincere or committed to helping the world can expect help from above, just as i was helped.